poop

hey boys and girls. lots of bad ju ju going on today which led to me leaving the house as soon as i got up and just now getting back and falling into bed. it also led to our amazing adopted family taking awesome care of us. i love those guys. so no cleaning, no goal, no nothing. just a really desperate need for sleep. see you tomorrow.

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Okay lets just start right out and say that I am in a pissy mood. EVERYTHING is pushing my buttons and definitely not in a good way. Its making life rather difficult at the moment. Just being pissy is making me pissy cause I can't figure out why I am or how to get rid of it and that just leads to a big nasty circle. Ugh.

On the bright side I pretty much accomplished my goal. I did my morning routine. I forgot one thing but I figure its really not a shootable offense. I think I have also pretty much covered all the same things from my evening ritual as I did last night. Progress. Of a sorts. I also packed a couple of boxes but then I got so annoyed that I stopped all of that. Once again...Ugh.

So for tomorrow I'm not making any goals. Its bad of me but I'm just so peeved right now that the thought of doing anythings makes me wanna gag. UGH

Victory-ish

Day 2! Again....Hee Hee. Oh well. So I acheived a reasonable amount of victory. But once again life got in the way. I got home and was just getting settled in when I found out I had to go somewhere. Sigh....So I went and by the time I got back home and fed the landlord's dogs it was kinda late and I was (and am still) full of all kinds of thoughts flying and/or screaming through my head and it just wasn't majorly condusive to getting much accomplished. Wasn't that an incredibly long winded line of BS? Oh well...It is actually true. But it just seems like a long line of excuses. That's okay. I'm back to baby steps. And affirmations. I CAN DO THIS (without going stark raving mad that is, well more so than I already am.) So I kinda sorta maybe mostly accomplished my goal for yesterday, which in case you forgot was to do my evening routine. The problem being that on my list is to clean the sink. CRAP MUFFINS. The whole point of doing the evening list was so I didn't have to face cleaning the sink. Which is pretty stupid since it is literally the very first thing you're supposed to do in the book. Grrrr. So needless to say that that didn't happen. Also I have on there to scoop out the cat box. You know it seems to me that always within a day or two we are back to the subject of poop. Well, unfortunately for me (and my poor kitty who puts up with me way more than I deserve) I have been pretty lax in the litter box duties. Which actually reads "The litter box is totally gross and I would have to actually empty out the whole darn thing for it to be scoopable." Which of course leads to it NOT happening. I do have at least a step in the right direction in that I have new litter. There have been several times where I have emptied and cleaned the box only to find I have no litter to put back into it. Alway annoying. I did though go above and beyond my goal in that I folded and put away pretty much all of 2 loads of laundry. I still have some stuff to hang up and the massive pile of UnderRoos to deal with (yay! the return of the UnderRoos!) but for the most part it is done. GO ME!

So that leads me to tomorrow. I am going to aim for my morning schedule since I don't have to get up early. I am also going to be optimistic and say I'm gonna do the sink but that just might lead us down the road of dissapointment. Which leads me to one of my favorite quotes.
"I never fail. I just succeed at things that don't work well."

I'M BACK!!!!!

Avid Readers! I'm Back! Now is where you burst into uncontrollable sobbing showing how much you have been anxiously awaiting the return of my blog. (If not true at least tell me you are, a girl needs to feel needed after all!) My hiatus took a bit longer than I intended but the show took pretty much my soul (or all my sleep and energy and time, but really whats the difference?) and it took me till about now to recover it. With that said I miss the show like crazy. It was such an amazing experience that I can't wait for the next one.

Ok, enough of that. So the good news is that I'm back. The bad news is that whereas before my house was a mess, now my house looks like an earthquake rolled through, sprinkles of a tornado or two and top with an explosion and you have the gist. Its making it incredibly difficult to get started (remember how much trouble I had before and now its even worse???? What am I gonna do??) I can say very definitively that sink is NOT clean. I know in the book you're supposed to take everything out of the sink and put it on the counter (or actually clean it but that's gonna take WAY too much effort) but there isn't even any room on the counter to take things out of the sink. SIGH!

This leaves me with my sink not clean, my routines, down the tube and a serious lack of motivation on my part. Couple that with packing and some really emotional stuff going on and I feel like the cleaning Gods are smiting me. But I will get there, slowly but surely right? Baby steps and all that. A renewal of my life changing through cleaning thesis. Wish me luck.

So my goal for tomorrow. Is to make it through my evening routine. I'm gonna try for the morning one but it's been a real hard thing to wake up in the morning so its not real likely to happen with the whole lack of motivation thing. Plus if I don't do it now it gives me a goal for another day. So hello one and all! I missed you so!