Guilt

Ok, well, I have to say that guilt is a strong and powerful emotion. Let me start with the fact that today is my day off. I had rehearsal for a few hours and then nothing what-so-ever planned. Which leads to the conclusion that there should be absolutely nothing to get in the way of my reading on in the book and ACTUALLY cleaning something. Well, nothing that is except myself. I went to hang out with Mom, Kat-O-Pitty and Alexis today and even convinced myself that I needed to leave at a reasonable time so I could come home, do laundry, take a shower, and find out what was next in line on my FlyBaby quest. So, ya, got home and....SAT ON MY ASS!!!! So I'm sure that at this point you are asking yourself where on earth guilt comes into all of this. Well, I'll tell ya...

As the movie that I was watching finished, I checked the time to find that it was already after 9:00pm. First thing to pop into my mind is that I need to make sure I blog, followed closely by the fact that once again, I didn't do anything! So as I'm sitting there thinking of how to make my failure into a funny (and possibly inspiring??) blog, the guilt creeps up on me and puts me in a choke hold. YAY! Crap, now what??? I decided I couldn't possibly face the waves of disappointment that would (in my mind at least) come flowing from my awesome 6 followers and must take action immediately. I got up, flew to the bathroom and proceeded to binge clean my sink and surrounding area. It was a great (*sarcasm alert*) surprise to find out that the hand soap either has a leak or doesn't work properly and has left a wonderfully gooey puddle on the counter. AWESOME. But, I perservered through the goo, cleaned the counter and sink (I ADORE Clorox wipes) and Windexed the mirror. I can now say, BOTH MY SINKS ARE CLEAN! (Anyone picking up on a trend here?)

So, even though I didn't accomplish what I set out to do, I did accomplish...something. I believe I have another 27 Fling Boogie coming up and I'm trying to pump myself up to face the fridge. I'm pretty sure that as I was getting something out of the fridge tonight I saw a thing of Eggnog....God help me.....