arrrrgggghhh

alright are we all sick of my lack of discipline? because i am. i don't know what to do about it. i can't seem to get back on track and write every night. the last time i wrote i really did have copious achievements to write about. i finished a room. like unpacked everything, put it away, moved furniture, and all. it looks amazing. and did i write about it? a big fat NO. did i write the next couple of days? big fat NO. ugh. i'm having such a hard time. partly i feel like right now i'm never home. and when i am home i'm exhausted and have no energy to do anything other than just try to unwind a little before i have to start all over again the next day. you know what's rather frustrating? is that i got all that done and then my wonderful sister whom i adore decided to use the area for folding and drying her laundry and sorting things out. oh well. well boys and girls. i'm off to another day of mind sucking boringness! wish me luck!